The new beginning for the new beginner

Chapter 2
“The new beginning for the new beginner”

Everyone have their own starting point. The new beginning have already started but for a new beginner like me it takes a lot of courage for me to handle new beginning at a new place which is yet far from my parents. Even thought I’m living with my aunt and uncle in Damansara. Working experience can be a little hard for me. I’ve never been there and never done it yet. Plus handling a new company would be a new start which I may not know how it would end. I’m glad that I have that chance to experience it. Not many of us have it in their resume thou. Let’s consider it as a lucky thing to be happening to a kampong girl like me.

Life in KL seems to be rather different that the one I have in Taiping and Machang. In Taiping is smooth and relaxing. Of course it’s my home town and I’m used of everything about it. Machang give me new view of how the poor coop with their life and learn to be grateful with whatever that I had and have. While Kuala Lumpur give me the vibe of hectic life style and open up my mind on how does the real world looks like. How the town people live their life like. How am I going to react in dealing with finding who am I really is. It sort of giving me the idea of growing up and be more mature in facing the real world.

How can my uncle trust a 22 year old girl to handle his company? Let’s just say that he put a lot of faith in Allah and hope that I don’t ruin it. Thank Allah for showing me path to behave like I should. It is sad for me to make a decision to leave the company in the end. But it is what I should do in furthering my study. 4 month being in the sales area sure build up my confident level to the next level. And this also shows of what I am capable of being. It is the part where I learn to be an adult and to act like an adult.

I know as a beginner I’ve made a lot of mistake that I can’t or might not have the chance to redeem them back. It is the price that I have to pay for not doing all tasks carefully. Some of it is the time that I don’t have just to hangout with friends and boyfriend. Some also the time just to be with my brother and sisters plus cousins. But I never put the word regret to go with it. I have to admit it is the mistake that I need to avoid in order to pay them back. It would be an even bigger mistake if I don’t try and make it up for them. It least I know the key point to every success achievement begin with correcting my own self before judging others as well as learn from other people mistake.

Frankly speaking I used to judge people with the mistake that they’ve made. Putting such judgments can make us look bad in front of other people. Why? It is simply because we are not perfect as well. There no one perfect in this world except for our sole Creator, the all mighty Allah. We might not remember or realize the things we’ve done. Hence there is no person in this world is perfect. They are only special in their own ways which is different from one another.